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WEBVTT NOTE This file was generated by Descript <www.descript.com> 00:00:00.000 --> 00:01:42.269 Gayithri: Hello, Dr Farooqi. 00:01:42.980 --> 00:01:44.959 Oh, I gotta Finally, talking to you. 00:01:46.330 --> 00:01:49.380 I think I need to take a few moments to just relax and. 00:01:51.190 --> 00:01:52.760 come to terms with the reality. 00:01:55.110 --> 00:01:56.600 Can I just take a second. 00:01:56.610 --> 00:01:58.150 Just to make sure that. 00:01:59.210 --> 00:02:02.899 It's getting recorded and that we're just doing fine. 00:02:05.039 --> 00:02:05.409 Okay. 00:02:05.799 --> 00:02:10.290 This is great, and I hope it is okay to record this. 00:02:11.350 --> 00:02:11.600 yeah. 00:02:12.130 --> 00:02:17.020 And, of course, like we will get back to you with the edited version and the transcript. 00:02:17.370 --> 00:02:20.589 And only after you consent will be. 00:02:21.790 --> 00:02:23.700 Shared it with the larger group. 00:02:24.190 --> 00:02:26.720 So right now it's just going to stay within our small group. 00:02:27.480 --> 00:02:31.980 For our own watching and understanding, everything that you would be sharing with us. 00:02:31.990 --> 00:02:39.049 So I'm going to briefly introduce myself, because this is the first time we have met. 00:02:40.440 --> 00:02:47.750 And I would also give you the opportunity to do the same, and then we can get started with the questions that we have planned for today. 00:02:47.760 --> 00:02:53.910 So I'm Gayithri Jayathirtha and I'm basically from Bangalore. 00:02:56.520 --> 00:03:06.599 Right now, I have been a student at the University of Pennsylvania Philadelphia USA but, before this I had done my education in Bangalore. 00:03:07.480 --> 00:03:15.820 I was in the computer science domain, so I continue to work in computer science education, that is my primary research area. 00:03:16.609 --> 00:03:32.640 But, of course, like being here as an international student has also triggered a lot of questions about my own identity in the space and how I relate to teaching and learning and what it even means to do some of the work as an educational researcher. 00:03:33.900 --> 00:03:51.119 and that is why this project, where we a group of students have come together to ask these questions and at the same time to kinda like decolonize or decenter the Western frameworks, the Western gaze we have had all these years. 00:03:52.269 --> 00:03:58.910 At least that's what the literature feels like when somebody has to get introduced to educational research. 00:03:59.420 --> 00:04:11.399 On, so we are trying to shift the gaze just by talking to folks like you who have had like vast experience either researching or doing work on the ground or both. 00:04:12.630 --> 00:04:16.840 We just want to collect your perspectives, of course we understand fully that. 00:04:17.529 --> 00:04:27.150 Even if there are like hundred individuals it's by no means representative of the work that's going on in the subcontinent and that these are just going to be hundred different perspectives. 00:04:27.740 --> 00:04:41.819 So coming from that background, today I would love to talk to you about your own practices, your perspectives and your experiences of doing the work that you have done all these years. 00:04:42.920 --> 00:04:51.070 and, especially, we are very keen on understanding what has equity meant to you in this work and how you have pushed. 00:04:52.150 --> 00:05:09.400 the boundaries of status quo to center and to bring focus on some of the concerns on equity in India as it exists in your context with the people whom you work and how you have kind of worked with that in. 00:05:10.710 --> 00:05:16.210 Your research and practice, so thanks for joining us today. 00:05:17.690 --> 00:05:18.540 yeah. 00:05:19.790 --> 00:05:24.070 Dr. Farah Farooqi: Yes, Gayithri as you might be knowing presently I am working. 00:05:24.070 --> 00:05:34.610 In the Faculty of education, Jamia Milia islamia, which is a central university situated in Delhi. 00:05:35.710 --> 00:05:44.489 And i've been associated with this university for the last 13 years and before that. 00:05:44.489 --> 00:05:55.519 For 8 long years I worked with lady sriram college, which is Delhi University and. 00:05:55.580 --> 00:06:06.239 For a smaller time for about a year or two with NCERT so that is what my teaching. 00:06:07.400 --> 00:06:09.816 and learning experience has been. 00:06:09.816 --> 00:06:18.849 With these different institutions as far as my what you call as research. 00:06:23.320 --> 00:06:29.090 and writing is concerned, I started quite late in the sense that. 00:06:30.849 --> 00:06:33.360 I was bringing up children and teaching. 00:06:34.670 --> 00:06:48.920 So, being a woman has its own limitation apart from advantages but yeah so I started writing only. 00:06:49.259 --> 00:07:00.040 when I reached almost my you know I entered into my 40s. 00:07:01.180 --> 00:07:06.210 That is just you know 12 to 13 years back. 00:07:06.210 --> 00:07:14.620 Though I have been, before that, I wrote for textbooks, I was associated with. 00:07:17.910 --> 00:07:24.440 NCERT textbooks after national curriculum framework 2005 but doing my own bit. 00:07:24.550 --> 00:07:31.930 Actually as you would have seen my work is a little different because. 00:07:35.500 --> 00:07:35.720 I... 00:07:35.770 --> 00:07:39.390 And this is the kind of work that I will continue to do. 00:07:39.740 --> 00:07:42.710 i've been a practitioner so... 00:07:45.520 --> 00:08:04.400 and documented my experience so my work did not start with sampling and choosing a site and then going and recording so yeah. 00:08:06.539 --> 00:08:08.390 This is it and. 00:08:11.170 --> 00:08:23.680 In 2009 I came to jamia in 2006 in 2009 I got an opportunity to get associated with the. 00:08:25.109 --> 00:08:30.920 Government aided school, which is situated in the walled city of Delhi. 00:08:32.559 --> 00:08:37.370 And I became its manager and. 00:08:37.389 --> 00:08:46.470 For six long years I was the manager of this school and later, I still continue to be on its managing committee. 00:08:48.120 --> 00:08:48.140 So. 00:08:52.530 --> 00:08:53.860 This is the work that. 00:08:54.910 --> 00:09:20.939 I did, of trying to bring about some positive changes in this school trying to build up relations with people and and of course documenting the little changes that happened in the school and studying the locale of the school. 00:09:22.570 --> 00:09:42.007 So, for more than 12 years now I have been working and studying this school. 00:09:42.007 --> 00:09:48.620 So, and this school, let me tell you briefly, it is, it is more than 100 year old educational institution which started as a madrassa. 00:09:50.270 --> 00:09:51.949 And was run by. 00:09:53.670 --> 00:10:38.953 Some Abdul Rehman, before partition as a madrassa, but when partition happened and the person who was the owner of this place and in charge of running the madrasa , so he migrated to Pakistan, and he gave the key of the institution to Dr Zakir Hussain who was at that time, the Vice Chancellor of our university and he started a school in that premises and this school was later taken up by a society which still continues to run three schools in Delhi one is the school the Sheffield memory school that I worked with and to our. 00:10:38.953 --> 00:11:11.460 One is Anglo Arabic school, which is more than 300 years old educational institution, beautiful institution and one self financed school, which runs in the same campus as Anglo Arabic school. 00:11:12.370 --> 00:11:14.579 So these three institutions. 00:11:14.820 --> 00:11:21.950 Now since, as I told you, Dr Zakir Hussain was the Vice Chancellor of our university. 00:11:23.090 --> 00:11:58.140 At the time when the school started in 1948 so whosoever is now the Vice Chancellor of our University in his or her honorary position is also the chairperson of delhi Education society and is responsible for running these three schools and so that is how I got the opportunity to get associated with this school because I’m Vice Chancellor. 00:12:01.000 --> 00:12:17.809 And the President of the society so yeah it was a rare opportunity and clearly, you know I think some understanding that I have of education and so because of my association with that school. 00:12:18.939 --> 00:12:34.509 Gayithri: Fantastic yeah we will definitely delve into this, as we continue, but this was I think, a very interesting contextual information that I'm glad we went through. 00:12:34.509 --> 00:12:48.039 So if you want to like, we can start talking about like one specific project that you have taken up and then maybe we can get to like talking more broadly about different projects that you have done. 00:12:48.770 --> 00:12:57.710 So if you were to like pick one of the projects either like the recent one, or something that's close to your heart or something that you feel is representative of your work. 00:12:58.630 --> 00:13:11.970 Could you talk a little more about the community that you work with, the population that you work with, the geography, I think you kind of pointed at some of these when like you were just mentioning. 00:13:13.059 --> 00:13:25.400 details about your project and how you got associated with the school, but if you want to get a little more in depth, that would be also very helpful so. 00:13:26.960 --> 00:13:29.860 Dr. Farah Farooqi: yeah actually. 00:13:34.240 --> 00:14:01.500 The school, as I said, lies on the very close to the walled city and on the fringes of what used to be earlier called Shahjahana Bagh and so that is where it is located. 00:14:03.900 --> 00:14:10.896 But yeah, I must tell you a little about it's locale. 00:14:10.896 --> 00:14:13.864 The areas around the school the mohallas as they're called. 00:14:13.864 --> 00:14:17.894 These mohallas include Bada Hindu Rao and Nayi Basti, Hata Kitara and prasad Pura and these areas. 00:14:17.894 --> 00:14:38.310 Are Muslim majority areas and. 00:14:40.359 --> 00:14:48.970 Earlier, now the the areas that I have mentioned the total about. 00:14:51.420 --> 00:14:52.649 More than 90% or. 00:14:52.739 --> 00:15:05.050 95% of people who reside in these areas are mostly Muslims and the. 00:15:06.709 --> 00:15:35.189 Population as the urbanization the way it has shaped in delhi and other states as well over the last few decades because of sociopolitical reasons, so earlier these. 00:15:35.199 --> 00:16:25.940 mohallas, these areas had much more or mixed kind of a population and later, but I mean actually this started, and in fact the attendance registers of 1950s reveal that about 35% Hindu children studied in this school at that time and the areas which I have mentioned these areas house many refugees after partition who slowly migrated to neighborhoods where they were given plots for houses others moved out as their businesses grew. 00:16:26.670 --> 00:16:44.994 But after 1984 as some would recall there was anti sikh pogroms which happened, and the Muslims, interestingly. 00:16:44.994 --> 00:16:50.380 were quite shaken, if not as much as the sikhs. 00:16:50.760 --> 00:16:56.100 but many people from it, joining areas they bought houses in. 00:16:57.230 --> 00:17:19.349 This area and many such areas at that time and later the pulling down of the Babri Masjid in 1992 and still later the Gujarat genocide of 2002 gradually resulted in the present state of the neighborhoods around the school. 00:17:20.980 --> 00:17:31.190 So now the these areas that I have mentioned, they have more than 95% Muslim population. 00:17:31.220 --> 00:18:14.549 And that this leads to an illusion of security, that is why they are now coming together and over the last several years as you know that the Muslim consciousness and vulnerability and security, these are now quite palpable in these areas, since the BJP government has come into power so this is what. 00:18:16.360 --> 00:18:40.139 This is about the locale of the school and now the children who come to this school more than 65% of the children. 00:18:43.030 --> 00:19:04.840 are Child workers and almost all of them are from working class families and as I said about 65% themselves work in a small factories called karkhanas and. 00:19:04.840 --> 00:19:10.090 This area, the entire area this. 00:19:13.260 --> 00:19:18.220 You know undergoes. 00:19:18.260 --> 00:19:20.590 Income shocks, off and on. 00:19:21.010 --> 00:19:24.792 For example, they were sealing a small. 00:19:24.792 --> 00:19:34.044 Commercial ventures in the area in 2006 and later in one of the areas. 00:19:34.044 --> 00:19:35.015 which I mentioned Prasadpura in this area. 00:19:35.015 --> 00:19:54.870 There were more than a century older slaughterhouses and these slaughterhouses worse shifted to another place in 2009. 00:19:54.870 --> 00:20:26.480 And this shifting of slaughterhouses to a place which is about 25 to 30 kilometers from this area also again resulted in an income shock, because many people who were workers in those slaughterhouses they had to go to this distant area and going there required. 00:20:26.510 --> 00:20:42.410 You know spending quite a lot of money every day, whereas they earn very little so that again resulted in an income shock which. 00:20:42.410 --> 00:20:43.294 happened often on in this area so yeah, so this is about the area. 00:20:43.294 --> 00:21:14.204 Gayithri: Yes, and you were mentioning that some of the students have like 65% close to on are already actually employed in some of the manufacturing places around you mentioned that so are you working with like high school students, what exactly is the project so. 00:21:14.204 --> 00:21:14.262 Dr. Farah Farooqi: Actually, Gayithri, I did not take up take this up as a 00:21:14.262 --> 00:21:14.267 project. 00:21:14.267 --> 00:21:14.287 Exactly I got involved 00:21:14.287 --> 00:21:14.316 Dr. Farah Farooqi: with this school as a manager. 00:21:14.316 --> 00:21:14.321 Okay. 00:21:14.321 --> 00:21:46.809 So I did not take this up as a project or research or even have a research site. 00:21:46.809 --> 00:21:52.509 So yeah. 00:21:53.639 --> 00:21:56.259 Gayithri: Fantastic yeah, I just wanted. 00:21:56.570 --> 00:22:07.410 This is all coming from your understanding and experiences like being a part of the community keeping the school going. 00:22:07.410 --> 00:22:11.699 Dr. Farah Farooqi: Absolutely yeah and these children. 00:22:11.699 --> 00:22:39.896 This school is a senior secondary school, which runs from class one to class 12 and the primary school runs in the evening shift classes one to five happen in the evening shift, whereas classes six to 12 happen in the morning shift, that is from 7am till 12:30pm so that is our morning shift and... 00:22:39.896 --> 00:22:39.902 And most work and.. 00:22:39.902 --> 00:22:55.400 Which I have been able to do. 00:22:57.050 --> 00:22:58.570 And observe closely. 00:23:00.340 --> 00:23:24.369 Because my association with children has been quite, you know, interesting and I forge relations with many children and children who passed out [graduated], you know six years ago or eight years ago from this school still continue to be in touch so. 00:23:27.250 --> 00:23:30.120 These young.. 00:23:30.169 --> 00:23:36.139 And such a room these children were in the morning shift. 00:23:37.360 --> 00:23:38.800 i've been able to observe. 00:23:39.120 --> 00:23:47.280 The children in classes six to 12 much more closely, as compared to the primary school so yeah. 00:23:50.430 --> 00:24:03.860 Gayithri: Just to get a perspective, Dr Farooqi would you want to elaborate on how a typical day in your work at the school would look like, because that sounds really very interesting. 00:24:05.930 --> 00:24:06.410 Dr. Farah Farooqi: Actually. 00:24:08.680 --> 00:24:12.679 As you know, as I... 00:24:13.280 --> 00:24:17.060 In my introduction, told you that I work with the university. 00:24:18.370 --> 00:24:49.695 Like Jamia Milia Islamia and I was an honorary manager of the school and unfortunately we don't have, you know, this kind of work does not find a space in our time table or in workload as well. 00:24:49.695 --> 00:25:00.500 So, so yeah it was actually difficult, but I did manage to visit the school. 00:25:00.500 --> 00:25:10.270 At least five times in a month, which went up 20 times when the situation demanded. 00:25:12.250 --> 00:25:41.419 And otherwise, even if I was not in the school, communication continued, and you know phone calls and writing emails and communicating with the Delhi Education Society and the directorate of education children, and the teachers, many of them live close to my university. 00:25:41.419 --> 00:25:57.100 So they visited me in the university for official work and otherwise as well so yeah. 00:25:58.950 --> 00:26:16.698 And in my day at university and the school when I managed to go to this school, as I said, it was minimum of five days in a week which went up to 20 days. 00:26:16.698 --> 00:26:39.529 Five days in a month, but which went up to 20 days in a month whenever the situation demanded, so yeah one thing which actually helped my classes in the university were either in the morning, or in the afternoon. 00:26:40.310 --> 00:27:02.500 So whenever there you know, and most of the days I used to have classes in the afternoon, so I would visit the school, will reach the school at around 8-8:30 and then be there for a few hours and then come back to the university for my classes. 00:27:04.310 --> 00:27:11.349 So yeah somehow managed, that is what. 00:27:12.490 --> 00:27:12.880 I can say. 00:27:13.900 --> 00:27:14.780 that's that's no. 00:27:15.950 --> 00:27:22.910 Gayithri: I just wanted to get like a sense of like your environment which I think we got a sense of that. 00:27:23.520 --> 00:27:37.100 Thank you so much um, what do you want to elaborate on how you I know it was more of a fortuitous thing that you landed in this place in this school and you were able to work with the community. 00:27:38.140 --> 00:27:50.219 But what is actually keeping you excited and interested about this context, if you could elaborate a little more on what motivated you to take this line of work. 00:27:56.400 --> 00:28:03.240 Dr. Farah Farooqi: You know, actually, as I pointed out earlier, that I never. 00:28:05.330 --> 00:28:31.453 At least initially, for a few years, I did not look upon the school as a research site or a project, but what I wanted to do together with the school staff and children was to bring about some kind of positive changes in the school so. 00:28:31.453 --> 00:28:42.530 And as a practitioner, I tried to reflect on my work. 00:28:50.959 --> 00:28:51.100 But that was. 00:28:51.100 --> 00:28:51.328 Later, and. 00:28:51.328 --> 00:28:55.340 One thing that I must share with you is that I did play a number of roles in a way. 00:28:55.340 --> 00:28:55.403 I was the manager of the school. 00:28:55.403 --> 00:28:55.467 A practitioner trying to harness positive energies. 00:28:55.467 --> 00:28:55.548 A student of education, and academic - a university professor. 00:28:55.548 --> 00:29:47.319 And I think wearing these several hats together did give me rare insights about the school and also the kind of work that I took up as manager, I was not a mere cheque signing manager, I see because. 00:29:47.319 --> 00:29:57.780 During the course of my work, I interacted not just with the Delhi Education Society and the. 00:29:58.530 --> 00:30:03.320 Gayithri: Through what. 00:30:07.290 --> 00:30:10.540 You were talking about what like what is motivating you to keep this work going you were talking about the multiple hats that you all are in the class. 00:30:11.810 --> 00:30:12.200 Dr. Farah Farooqi: Okay. 00:30:14.280 --> 00:30:33.860 So yeah apart from interacting with the Delhi Education Society and the directorate of education and writing innumerable mails to them I got a chance to interact with teachers, of course, in formal and informal situations. 00:30:34.620 --> 00:30:48.550 I was very close to children, I taught in a class for some time, in fact, for one class - class eight - for the longest period and then. 00:30:51.790 --> 00:30:54.890 Other classes for a brief period with the. 00:30:58.020 --> 00:31:19.480 The original co-taught with the teachers there and yeah back from that I was I had to be involved with the community, because the kind of relationship the community had with this school was also very interesting. 00:31:20.930 --> 00:31:31.220 They looked at this school, as an institution which you. 00:31:32.920 --> 00:31:43.210 Because, as I told you, it is a 100 year old educational institution, and some people who were in that. 00:31:50.010 --> 00:31:50.190 lived there called themself. 00:31:50.190 --> 00:31:56.090 You know lay a claim to the school in the sense that they have. 00:31:58.090 --> 00:32:20.480 They say that this would have been taken up or it would have gone to the government, but we save the school for the community and when the partition happened, so the Community has really interesting. 00:32:21.890 --> 00:32:35.500 You know relationship with the school, so I had to, and also because most children come from the locality, so one has to interact with the parents. 00:32:35.850 --> 00:32:50.540 And not just the parents with other people in the Community, so it took up a lot of time, apart from that, the political leaders who resided in that area and. 00:32:50.730 --> 00:33:32.900 So what I'm trying to tell you is that my role as manager of the way I conceive my role as manager required me to interact with an array of people and groups and, apart from the staff and the children so yeah yeah and also being a part of a number of meetings in this school constituting committees and working with them did reveal a lot about the school and how it functions. 00:33:36.050 --> 00:33:36.900 Gayithri: And what has been. 00:33:37.580 --> 00:33:38.140 started writing. 00:33:39.750 --> 00:33:43.230 Dr. Farah Farooqi: Yeah yeah sorry I think there wasn't like oh no no go on. 00:33:43.280 --> 00:33:45.870 And not so. 00:33:48.510 --> 00:33:56.030 Actually I started writing, documenting my work only after three years of being with the school. 00:33:57.780 --> 00:34:00.830 So, and also published. 00:34:00.830 --> 00:34:10.430 19 articles serialized articles in a journal called shake shack have emerged. 00:34:11.090 --> 00:34:11.109 So. 00:34:15.310 --> 00:34:15.660 yeah. 00:34:16.660 --> 00:34:18.430 yeah yeah what were you asking. 00:34:19.670 --> 00:34:26.870 Gayithri: I think my question was, of course, like this has been like a very deep engagement with the Community the school. 00:34:28.040 --> 00:34:33.593 And, like all the other people who come with the school and the Community be it the parents or children, what has been some of the easy aspects. 00:34:33.593 --> 00:34:33.864 of doing this work if you were to mention a few is it been like working with parents or has it been working with like the teachers anybody else that you would like to. 00:34:33.864 --> 00:35:06.020 point to at this time, if you were to think about like what has been like really like easy or comfortable about this context of work. 00:35:13.720 --> 00:35:21.340 Dr. Farah Farooqi: I will not put it like this, I think the best part of working with the school has been my interaction with children. 00:35:22.160 --> 00:35:42.790 And because it was quite amazing you know the kind of relations, I was able to forge with the children, and it was not just amazing for me, but you know the way the staff looked at it, for example. 00:35:42.790 --> 00:36:03.430 The children were quite interesting in the sense that they would you know some of them were quite happy that they knew the manager well and they used to. 00:36:05.580 --> 00:36:10.460 You know boast about it and there were others who would. 00:36:12.580 --> 00:36:25.980 You know tease and take the manager on the ride, and we laugh together, and since I was not just you know involved with the little teaching that I did but otherwise. 00:36:26.790 --> 00:36:53.610 I was also helping children prepare skits and play for the annual day and otherwise generally have you know interacting with them, so this was quite amazing for the staff and they found me laughing with the children, and you know. 00:36:54.830 --> 00:36:57.560 And chatting away with them so. 00:36:57.560 --> 00:37:02.760 And that, and after just. 00:37:04.070 --> 00:37:21.560 you know just a few years, I knew the children much better, I knew their families and homes and the locale much, much better than any of the teachers and because I visited their karkhanas their homes. 00:37:23.060 --> 00:37:24.920 And children would invite me also. 00:37:24.920 --> 00:37:32.920 ki aaj bhai aap humare saath rozaftaar kijiye. 00:37:32.960 --> 00:37:40.940 Have a cup of tea at our place. 00:37:40.940 --> 00:37:49.290 So umm you know, so it was quite amazing for the staff, and you know. 00:37:51.450 --> 00:37:55.980 Knowing children was the best part of it, and that is. 00:37:57.130 --> 00:38:11.530 From where I think the several layers of my research, because I was playing these different roles, so I think the kind of layered study. 00:38:12.730 --> 00:38:34.050 which I was able to do, looking at children and the locale, the kind of work that they did, their culture and how the school culture and the lives of children were influenced by the market, how different the kind of... 00:38:35.660 --> 00:38:40.730 There was one group in this school which engaged in religious education. 00:38:42.550 --> 00:38:49.850 And it was a voluntary group; looking at them and understanding their views and... 00:38:51.100 --> 00:38:58.550 Because when they were in this group, the children were totally different in this avatar. 00:38:58.550 --> 00:39:08.040 as they were in the classroom or outside. 00:39:08.420 --> 00:39:45.850 So the kind of work and the [...] kind of understanding of this school happened because of the kind of relations, I was able to develop with children and it was actually amazing and I don't know how and why, but the kind of trust that I was able to build with the children, and they would talk about their lives and other things you know in school and outside school. 00:39:45.850 --> 00:40:15.100 So, but it was initially quite amazing for me, I think they were yearning for this, you know this kind of relationship and which, I was able to forge with some children, of course, because I did not have that kind of time, but yeah I learned a lot. 00:40:15.110 --> 00:40:24.600 So that was the best part I think of the entire exercise to knowing the children. 00:40:25.760 --> 00:40:26.220 Nice. 00:40:27.430 --> 00:40:29.227 Gayithri: Anything you want to point. 00:40:29.227 --> 00:40:48.580 At a point to like any hard aspects of doing this work any challenging or difficult part of doing this kind of work, it could be, ranging from like funding to publishing that to, of course, like even like work on the ground. 00:40:51.950 --> 00:40:53.280 What were some of the challenging. 00:40:53.280 --> 00:40:54.200 Parts no. 00:40:56.030 --> 00:41:02.420 Dr. Farah Farooqi: Actually, since, I never took up this work as a project or as. 00:41:04.260 --> 00:41:16.000 So there was, of course, funding is no question, I was there as a manager an honorary manager and because the school is too hard upon funds. 00:41:17.310 --> 00:41:24.957 We receive 95% from the government which goes. 00:41:24.957 --> 00:41:34.610 Which is for paying the teachers towards the salaries of teachers. 00:41:35.060 --> 00:41:45.900 5% the management has to somehow manage and we do that through. 00:41:45.940 --> 00:41:56.320 We e have to charge a little fee from the students in order to be able to you know. 00:41:58.070 --> 00:42:02.840 for collecting the 5% which we have to. 00:42:04.710 --> 00:42:05.310 Then. 00:42:06.740 --> 00:42:07.260 In order to give this the salaries to teachers and also for every day. 00:42:15.920 --> 00:42:23.410 Expenses like the phone and electricity, and all the rest so yeah. 00:42:26.740 --> 00:42:30.797 So, but of course there was no funding involved and also because we were hard. 00:42:30.797 --> 00:42:40.610 On funds all the time, so but I made it a. 00:42:40.700 --> 00:42:44.470 You know my I never took. 00:42:47.160 --> 00:43:07.270 Even transport expenses from the school for traveling to and fro from jamia to school and back and school is 25 kilometers from jamia so yeah there's there was no question of. 00:43:07.350 --> 00:43:14.690 Funds did not arise, and what is the next thing that you asked have in place. 00:43:14.730 --> 00:43:20.300 In case, if there were any so I think there has been like a little bit of. 00:43:20.300 --> 00:43:26.510 Gayithri: A delay between I speaking and it's reaching that is like some kind of a delay. 00:43:28.140 --> 00:43:33.770 I maybe we'll have to just be patient sorry uh. 00:43:33.770 --> 00:43:34.656 huh. 00:43:34.656 --> 00:43:40.600 So I think my question was if you had any challenges that's all. 00:43:40.670 --> 00:43:42.840 I'm with regard to funding. 00:43:42.899 --> 00:43:45.050 Dr. Farah Farooqi: I'm just wondering make publishing or putting this work out in the world. 00:43:45.050 --> 00:43:54.430 or even like working with certain people as a part of this work. 00:43:57.510 --> 00:43:57.530 So. 00:43:59.040 --> 00:44:40.260 With regard to funding, as I told you that I was the only manager of this institution, and with regard to publishing I first published my work as serialized articles in a journal called shiksha vimarsh which you might be knowing an organization which works with schools and also publishers they invited me to publish my. 00:44:42.170 --> 00:44:52.120 My articles in the form of a book and these articles were first written in hindustani. 00:44:52.140 --> 00:45:07.520 That again because I wanted to write a series of articles that no other journal I knew would give me permission to write. 00:45:07.610 --> 00:45:13.610 A series and publisher series which shiksha vimarhs most readily agreed so and now. 00:45:13.610 --> 00:45:38.326 I will send my with the book, which has been published, again, is in hindustani, and now I will soon be sending the English version of the book. 00:45:38.326 --> 00:45:49.990 For publication, not to Eklavya, but to some other place so the manuscript is now ready, so I think I've taken a very different path to studying. 00:45:49.990 --> 00:46:13.959 To doing work, studying school and making a graphical observations, and to writing publishing and yeah so the questions that you are asking again. 00:46:14.780 --> 00:46:23.890 Many times to you're doing I do my situation and with regard to challenges I think of. 00:46:26.400 --> 00:46:39.135 Understanding the extent and limits of my power in relation to people and positions resources and organizational constraints so the structural and the cultural barriers. 00:46:39.135 --> 00:46:53.837 You know, which created a sense of powerlessness amongst teachers and there was always a pressure to work to rules. 00:46:53.837 --> 00:48:09.120 But and his school what struck me when I joined this school was that it seemed like closed, and it was a closed and suffocating space where there was a lot of mistrust between staff, management, and the administration and also the community, and there was a lot of lobbying and politicking so while the management was vigilant and teachers were alert and distant and so thinking about some changes was quite a huge challenge in an atmosphere where there was blame and fear and my, you know, disdain and. 00:48:10.830 --> 00:48:15.660 But I think one change really which. 00:48:17.640 --> 00:48:33.660 I can leave some claim to and I don't regard any change which came about in the school, as my success or anything which did not work as my individual failure. 00:48:34.650 --> 00:48:55.060 Because we were all working as a team and a lot of credit goes to the administration, because they were working on day to day basis, but the entire the ethos, the atmosphere of the school did undergo a change. 00:48:56.130 --> 00:48:57.320 The kind of. 00:48:57.330 --> 00:49:12.970 The, you know the relations between participants, between staff and management changed actually when. 00:49:12.970 --> 00:49:20.720 By initially when I joined the school one complaint which and which I also observed. 00:49:20.720 --> 00:49:31.910 Was that only three people on the staff, used to say were running this school. 00:49:31.910 --> 00:50:05.130 One principal and two office close associates, the two members of the staff but later, you know, as the principal grew in confidence and he thought that I was with him, he started to delegate responsibilities among staff members and later when I stepped down as manager. 00:50:05.540 --> 00:50:12.300 So one change, one huge change that happened right before my eyes was. 00:50:13.410 --> 00:50:13.590 That. 00:50:16.140 --> 00:50:16.800 Many. 00:50:18.960 --> 00:50:19.300 Sorry. 00:50:19.470 --> 00:50:20.700 You want me to pause. 00:50:22.030 --> 00:50:24.740 yeah i've been boards that. 00:50:29.250 --> 00:50:37.120 That relations between various participants underwent a huge huge change. 00:50:37.630 --> 00:51:21.380 There were more than 30 teachers who were, around 33 teachers of the 43 or 45 that we had, who were willingly and happily participating in the school in various activities of this school and our principal also later got a letter of appreciation from the Minister of the MHRD minister, the Minister of Education, that the way the school has changed and which included, you know many more, we had. 00:51:21.390 --> 00:51:22.060 Earlier only. 00:51:23.510 --> 00:51:30.520 You know 50% of our students managed to barely pass, but now. 00:51:30.530 --> 00:51:46.140 all hundred percent students were passing, which I will not say was a huge huge change as I'm referring to. 00:51:47.370 --> 00:51:56.160 The change in relationships which happened because, as we know that marks are, do not lie, that. 00:51:59.390 --> 00:52:23.250 Things have changed and they don't really indicate that children have learned and they have understood, but yeah there were many other changes which happened in this school very slowly to one had to be very patient but yeah so I've been able to. 00:52:24.960 --> 00:52:51.010 Document these slow changes which happened and writing my diary as I call it, it did lend me a sense of hope and confidence, and I was able to see the the small changes coming about which did give me the confidence to carry on. 00:52:58.700 --> 00:53:01.790 Gayithri: So this, this is a brilliant. 00:53:01.860 --> 00:53:11.530 If you were to make connections like and if you also want to elaborate maybe now would be a great opportunity to talk a little about. 00:53:12.900 --> 00:53:23.460 The series of articles that you wrote from the diary if you want to elaborate on that, that would be wonderful in relation to. 00:53:24.180 --> 00:53:37.560 What we just discussed about what happened in the school and what you saw if you could briefly, I know it, it might be like a really hard ask because there were like a series of articles which we will definitely link to. 00:53:38.580 --> 00:54:07.969 When we are putting up the video, we will be linking to some of your work, of course, one of that would include like a link to the series of articles, but if you were to quickly tell us a little about what you wrote in the article, what did you look at and what were some of the surprises. 00:54:07.969 --> 00:54:07.989 Dr. Farah Farooqi: Yeah. 00:54:09.080 --> 00:54:51.860 The first two articles Gayithri were about understanding school as organization and it was about [...connection issues] in the first article, for example, I have tried to introduce school by describing its location, infrastructure, available resources, then, do the focus on. 00:54:53.380 --> 00:55:17.530 The first two chapters his own internal organizational processes, but we all know that these remain open to political and economic and policy pressures from outside, so I have tried to understand the responsibilities of different people in the organization and I've also. 00:55:20.860 --> 00:55:27.840 You know, reflected on my work as manager and I have pondered how. 00:55:29.720 --> 00:55:39.000 responsibilities when undertaken sitting in the ivory tower can result in dangerous consequences. 00:55:39.700 --> 00:55:47.960 So, and outcome can be drastically different is tasks are taken up conscientiously and. 00:55:48.930 --> 00:55:53.570 After understanding the ground, the ground realities. 00:55:54.330 --> 00:56:09.500 So I've talked about the interpersonal relations and I've talked about some very interesting aspects, for example, I've used the symbolism of a cup of tea and power. 00:56:11.040 --> 00:56:12.270 Which is a. 00:56:13.490 --> 00:56:40.670 Which, in the first chapter I've tried to demonstrate how, at times, we fail to see how how others perceive us and our power because we may not be conscious of our own power, but how others see us and how they perceive us is again important, then I have. 00:56:42.990 --> 00:56:44.830 You know, talked about... 00:56:47.800 --> 00:56:55.640 You know, an interesting thing which I have talked about in Chapter two is about. 00:56:56.970 --> 00:57:06.480 Teachers [tea] clubs and so, these tea clubs. 00:57:08.800 --> 00:57:13.180 You know, through these tea clubs which used to run in the school. 00:57:15.460 --> 00:58:10.220 I have tried to understand the interpersonal relations between teachers between teachers and the administration and it was very interesting to see how these teachers actually during the break time they used to gather in groups and have tea, and you know lunch together, so it was really interesting to see how these small clubs operated and, for example, the kind of relations that existed in a club; they used to call it a club, but in this group, where there were only female teachers about 13 of them used to have tea together. 00:58:10.890 --> 00:58:22.440 So there the kind of hierarchies the structural hierarchies that existed, whether or not, as visible as in the men's club. 00:58:24.370 --> 00:58:24.840 Read. 00:58:26.120 --> 00:58:42.910 Several you know the PGTs, and the TGTs, there in the men's club they used to be very conscious of their you know role and status in the school. 00:58:43.730 --> 00:59:01.820 So, and I used to be invited to the men's club, most of the time, because our principal used to have tea in that club, so it was very interesting to see what happened there. 00:59:02.360 --> 00:59:23.990 And look, for example, this men's club it used to run in the physics lab and principal, he used to, he was offered a comfortable chair before which our table was placed and whenever I joined the Group I was also offered a chair placed at the same table. 00:59:25.080 --> 00:59:27.330 But I prefer to sit with teachers. 00:59:27.670 --> 00:59:39.490 And the teachers, they sat on stools which was placed around the work table of the lab and most of the times. 00:59:39.500 --> 00:59:40.140 The. 00:59:40.480 --> 00:59:43.270 Things like. 00:59:44.530 --> 00:59:47.560 For eating were ordered from outside, but. 00:59:49.480 --> 01:00:25.610 Men also you know they brought things prepared by their wives, at times, but in this club, the conversation most of the time was around the Department of Education management and obstacles in the path of files, and it was rare to see good humor door chatting which was there in the women's club, so it was really interesting. 01:00:25.620 --> 01:00:31.240 And, at times, I also became. 01:00:31.380 --> 01:00:38.320 me, you know, I was targeted it happened rarely but. 01:00:39.920 --> 01:00:40.290 You know. 01:00:42.370 --> 01:00:43.280 In this club. 01:00:44.680 --> 01:00:47.930 I was cornered at times that because. 01:00:49.380 --> 01:00:55.870 For example, one thing that I did not agree to, or was that to. 01:00:59.690 --> 01:01:31.140 You know, teachers wanted the school to close early on Fridays because of Friday prayers but I said that the school gets over at 1230 and we have sufficient time to go to our places and pray so why leave early so they would call me and say Jamia shuts early on Friday and why not our school and all those kind of things. 01:01:31.700 --> 01:01:34.260 Then there was a club which was. 01:01:35.380 --> 01:02:01.280 You know the which was seen as a powerful group, and there were four teachers who had tea together one was to become principal and vice principal in a few years time and there were the staff Secretary, who was a female interestingly, and that was quite interesting because she was. 01:02:01.290 --> 01:02:09.910 This was very contradictory to the culture of the place and culture of the school. 01:02:10.140 --> 01:02:14.262 She was a Member of this group, and it was seen as a powerful group and whosoever the staff if they felt that. 01:02:14.262 --> 01:02:14.552 You know, they were being cornered by. 01:02:14.552 --> 01:02:59.040 By the management, so they would go to this group for advice and they had the manual, the school manual on their fingertips, and they were, and they also had relations with the government aided School Teachers Association and the other two schools of Delhi Education Society. 01:03:00.930 --> 01:03:09.420 So it was very interesting to document all this and to see the entire group relations through. 01:03:10.530 --> 01:03:12.880 The window of these clubs. 01:03:14.060 --> 01:03:19.326 and later in the chapter, I have also talked about. 01:03:19.326 --> 01:03:32.800 Whether my own role and my own how I was functioning in the in the school, whether it was democratic enough or not or. 01:03:32.980 --> 01:03:45.180 Yeah I have recounted several anecdotes to raise questions about my own functioning. 01:03:45.630 --> 01:03:50.030 So basically these two chapters are all, these two articles. 01:03:51.480 --> 01:03:51.970 About to. 01:04:01.110 --> 01:04:12.560 The school organization, interpersonal relations and all such things so the third article was about. 01:04:13.820 --> 01:04:50.380 The market and, since our children, as I told you well working in this small factories, or Karkhanas, so in this article I've tried to bring forth the big picture of socioeconomic and cultural context of the children, so there is a description about living and working conditions of the children and. 01:04:50.380 --> 01:05:01.000 And the interplay which existed between factory residence and school and the vicissitudes of the market. 01:05:01.410 --> 01:05:13.390 I've also talked about the nature of family and support system and how family relations are influenced by relations of work and market. 01:05:14.230 --> 01:05:24.736 So closely I’ve seen you know how children's everyday life is affected by the social and economic pressures and tried to see the life context of these children. 01:05:24.736 --> 01:05:26.546 So that is what the third chapter is about and I've talked about the Karkhanas as I call them. 01:05:26.546 --> 01:05:57.830 And some of these Karkhanas or these factories, they doubled up as homes and there would be. 01:05:57.930 --> 01:05:59.960 A small. 01:05:59.960 --> 01:06:34.960 You know a room, which was just you know, 12 feet in size and their workers lived and worked at the same time, and there would be, in that small room, seven or eight or more workers would be staying and also working and. 01:06:35.630 --> 01:06:44.130 With all this and they would be raw material and sewing machines and you know. 01:06:45.560 --> 01:07:06.980 Also, you know things take wired for preparing meals and other things, so I think any work without looking at the living conditions of children would be totally incomplete. 01:07:07.790 --> 01:07:24.760 And another interesting thing that I managed to do in this article was to see to compare the relations which children had with their Ustaad. 01:07:24.800 --> 01:07:28.120 Ustaad I’m using for. 01:07:30.470 --> 01:08:08.730 You know for the owners of karkhaanas, so people with whom these children would apprentice, or would intern with or work with, so the kind of relations that they had with them and how these relations were markedly different from the relations that they manage to have with their teachers and so i've compared and contrasted that that how I think that is. 01:08:11.840 --> 01:08:17.690 One thing which I find is really interesting about this chapter. 01:08:18.490 --> 01:08:40.630 So uh because, for example, the ustaad would look after children’s everyday needs and show concern during illness and have a heart to forgive and forget when they were unable to reach the workshop on time. 01:08:42.970 --> 01:08:53.730 But also they make children toil for minimum wages and they also delay their payments so. 01:08:54.360 --> 01:09:00.750 This display of sympathy and compassion, how it becomes a medium for exploitation. 01:09:01.510 --> 01:09:22.920 But it was also a means of extending help and patronage, so the hierarchical relationship, how it remained concealed and, at times, it became difficult for child worker to understand its nature but... 01:09:23.150 --> 01:09:35.660 And this was the kind of relationship, you know that they had with the Ustaad was. 01:09:35.740 --> 01:09:40.210 Personal and informal like the judge-maani system. 01:09:41.760 --> 01:09:52.020 So, but the kind of relationship that they had with their teachers, it was impersonal and formal despite their daily association. 01:09:52.550 --> 01:09:53.790 So I have talked about that and i've talked about. 01:09:57.050 --> 01:10:14.550 My visits to karkhanas was and how you know, I was not really confident to tell my children to stop working and to devote all their time to studies, because we could not offer. 01:10:15.340 --> 01:10:29.520 You know much in terms of our Minister of Education, so I did not have that kind of confidence to wean them away from work. 01:10:29.830 --> 01:10:44.910 Because they felt that they were learning some craft, which would come in handy and they did not have the kind of you know, the leisure of devoting years of years to education. 01:10:47.320 --> 01:11:10.820 And even if they did study it was only some went on to college, but they did their graduation, and then they were forced by the circumstances to work and and this did not lead them. 01:11:12.630 --> 01:11:21.830 Anywhere in the sense that they will became ultimately became slaves to the multinational companies so. 01:11:22.990 --> 01:11:28.020 These are some of the questions that I have managed to ask in this. 01:11:30.510 --> 01:11:31.040 You know. 01:11:32.490 --> 01:11:38.210 Article and in the next two years, should I go on Gayithri and 01:11:38.220 --> 01:11:49.130 Gayithri: Dr K was allowed to tell has been like wonderful listen to, like all the chapters, but I don't want to take a lot of your time because I really don't want you to. 01:11:49.830 --> 01:11:52.480 You know stretch your day just for our sake. 01:11:52.910 --> 01:12:04.059 So maybe like we will be linking to the articles and if folks are interested, of course, like whatever you shared with us so far it's going to be good to give a glimpse of the kind of work that you have done. 01:12:04.460 --> 01:12:18.120 So I think, hopefully, our viewers will do the rest of their work by reading more of your writing and I think we can just quickly move on, because I want to ask a few questions. 01:12:19.210 --> 01:12:32.910 One being like is there, like any school of thought any like like a philosopher or anybody like guiding your work is there, like any theory that you go by. 01:12:33.890 --> 01:12:37.460 Dr. Farah Farooqi: yeah, that is an important question gayithri. 01:12:38.070 --> 01:12:43.788 Because what I have done in my work as I told you, I started by writing a diary. 01:12:43.788 --> 01:12:43.817 and I have. 01:12:43.817 --> 01:12:43.943 The kind of work and the kind of details that I managed to. 01:12:43.943 --> 01:12:44.021 collect and write, so these details I thought. 01:12:44.021 --> 01:12:44.060 I was able to. 01:12:44.070 --> 01:13:43.610 My you know I did pose some questions for analysis and using those details, I think I was able to write quite a coherent narrative and I did not start by looking at different you know, theories and in fact, I inverted the whole process. 01:13:43.980 --> 01:13:48.060 I have looked at later. 01:13:48.070 --> 01:14:26.370 I am in the process of writing the English monograph and some studies some work I've already published in English so after writing it in the form of diary; through the lens of my work, I have you know, seen the existing literature, instead of doing the inverse, okay, using existing literature to see my work. 01:14:26.670 --> 01:14:47.080 I have used my work to examine the literature and what you call as theory for example, Paul Willis's work also I've seen. 01:14:48.640 --> 01:14:54.980 I've written a chapter on the discipline committee and discipline so I've seen. 01:14:54.990 --> 01:15:03.690 Foucault’s work through the window of my work so that has been quite an interesting exercise. 01:15:04.380 --> 01:15:26.950 For example, one chapter in my book is about the work culture and the shop floor culture and what children are doing and like Paul Willis talks about how children you know, reproduced through their culture. 01:15:27.120 --> 01:15:40.950 The existing social realities, so my children, in my school, I found when I was also doing the same, but they were one premise I've been able to. 01:15:42.270 --> 01:15:44.430 To my work. 01:15:44.440 --> 01:15:59.530 You know I embarked upon very different kind of findings as compared to Paul Willis’s findings because children in my school were interested in studies. 01:15:59.530 --> 01:16:39.160 There were various circumstances which compel them to to work and to be you know the kind of things which happened in school and in classroom and that shop floor so yeah Gayithri instead of using theory initially, i've used my work; after creating a coherent narrative to look at studies through the window of my work so that is what I did fantastic. 01:16:39.670 --> 01:16:45.900 Gayithri: I think I really liked how you put it as like you have actually done the reverse. 01:16:47.580 --> 01:16:55.710 Which is very important to capture, I feel, because, like at the end of the day, who says how research should be done or what is research. 01:16:57.660 --> 01:17:17.870 I really like that piece that you clarified so who do you think is benefiting from this work if you were to think in terms of like what equity concern is your work addressing, if that is like the question that you have to answer or think about who do you think is. 01:17:19.170 --> 01:17:24.410 Whose voices are being heard through your work or who is getting to. 01:17:26.470 --> 01:17:28.310 Benefit from your work, you feel. 01:17:28.310 --> 01:17:28.340 Like. 01:17:28.340 --> 01:17:37.380 I want social inequities do you think you're addressing. 01:17:37.390 --> 01:17:49.790 Yeah I think i've been able to capture many voices, and that I feel is the essence of my work. 01:17:50.430 --> 01:18:29.660 Dr. Farah Farooqi: And the one thing that I tried to do and I kept reminding myself is to present, and when I was writing the narrative to present the voices, an array of voices and, through conversations, through you know the dialogues which were happening through. 01:18:29.860 --> 01:18:52.930 Different episodes and anecdotes and describe the situation and also to look at it through the perspective of all the participants, so that I have sort of I have had. 01:18:54.100 --> 01:19:00.890 I have, I think very carefully, try to weave that in. 01:19:02.130 --> 01:19:29.120 Because I feel that being immersed in the field for almost a decade yeah I feel it was my responsibility to present before the world the different kinds of voices the different kinds of the marginalities and. 01:19:29.120 --> 01:19:50.970 The things and issues which were there in that area in the school because, now the kind of work which is happening in the area of sociology of education. 01:19:52.280 --> 01:19:52.930 I feel. 01:19:55.140 --> 01:20:08.250 That this kind of immersion has not been possible for many sociologists and educationists of late. 01:20:09.380 --> 01:20:23.330 And, and because of which the kind of layered understanding which is needed to understand a school or its locale better does not really come out. 01:20:26.400 --> 01:20:26.430 Well. 01:20:26.620 --> 01:20:36.620 So with that sense of responsibility, I have been able to capture various voices and yeah... 01:20:39.460 --> 01:20:59.780 Is there like now thinking about like some of the work that has been going on in India, more broadly, either in relation to your work or similar to your work or kind of peripheral but important for your work, are you excited about any ongoing projects that you would like to mention. 01:21:02.590 --> 01:21:03.120 or. 01:21:04.750 --> 01:21:05.080 Maybe. 01:21:10.550 --> 01:21:11.290 Actually, many... 01:21:12.970 --> 01:21:47.010 yeah a lot of work has happened in the recent times i've read educational regimes in contemporary India, which was by Radhika Chopra and Patricia Jeffrey which came out in 2005, but, it is an edited book and again Meenakshi Thapan’s work on ethnography of schooling in contemporary India, then. 01:21:47.020 --> 01:21:55.250 Srivastava’s work, Sanjay Srivastava’s work is also quite exciting, which is on Doon school. 01:21:55.690 --> 01:22:08.060 But yeah, I feel that my work is a little different in the sense that the way I got associated with this school, firstly, and also because of. 01:22:08.060 --> 01:22:08.246 The duration of my work is important. 01:22:08.246 --> 01:22:08.273 My. 01:22:08.300 --> 01:22:16.240 For example, some of them have worked in the field for. 01:22:30.560 --> 01:22:32.920 A few months to. 01:22:34.780 --> 01:22:36.720 A year or so, but. 01:22:37.880 --> 01:22:46.291 I think the duration of work is also important, so. 01:22:46.291 --> 01:22:46.950 and then again. 01:22:50.130 --> 01:23:01.360 I think this also one thing that I must say that my work underscores the importance of practitioners to reflect upon their work. 01:23:01.850 --> 01:23:13.770 And to document it keeping in mind their positionality and, of course, the trustworthiness of the data; which I was very conscious about! 01:23:13.850 --> 01:23:32.110 I kept comparing my observations with what teachers had to say, and what was documented in the minutes of the meeting, in the minutes of discipline Committee, and they [...] agenda committee meeting, and you know observations I did... 01:23:35.100 --> 01:24:05.840 I was very conscious of establishing the trustworthiness of the data and I was conscious of my positionality but I think that this work, my work does underscore the importance of practitioners to reflect upon their work and because practitioners, they are participants in the real sense of the term, and they can improve upon their practice and also bring about some changes. 01:24:06.430 --> 01:24:17.500 And they are in the best position to understand relations of power and the structural cultural processes and the everyday. 01:24:18.200 --> 01:24:29.059 So I feel that my own journey was not just about knowing this school and society, but of self inquiry as well, so. 01:24:31.700 --> 01:24:53.160 and I tried to connect the personal issues with perspectives and context, which helped me understand the prevalent discourses in the school and to influence some new discourses so yeah and. 01:24:54.630 --> 01:25:10.760 Yeah and another important thing that you have already asked me is to write without looking at an existing theoretical perspective and that truth most useful. 01:25:11.340 --> 01:25:26.020 And because I wrote my journey and, as I told you earlier, in the form of a diary first and only later and I'm writing and I have to send the book very soon Inshallah. 01:25:27.270 --> 01:25:43.880 So writing the only data I wrote as academic articles involving references and linkages with literature and from the thick description. 01:25:43.890 --> 01:26:09.710 I was able to create a coherent narrative, but I have, as I said, and I have highlighted both patterns and contradictions in my work. 01:26:09.890 --> 01:26:34.470 But I was also, I must say that I was immersed in the historical moment, but you will realize if you go through my work that I was able to maintain a critical distance from the staff and the children to be able to view what infused with some clarity. 01:26:36.980 --> 01:26:50.540 And I've written the book or from my perspective, but I've tried to take into account as many voices as I could in describing different situations and contexts and relations and episodes. 01:26:51.490 --> 01:26:56.640 And I have not used, as I said, the existing theoretical perspective and I wrote it in the form of a diary and later I was able to, now I'm able to draw linkages and i'm writing in the form of a diary did. 01:27:02.290 --> 01:27:21.360 Give me that flexibility to explore original constructs and ideas. 01:27:22.690 --> 01:27:32.950 So yeah I think that is the hallmark of my work and, of course, I have learned from all the other work which is happening. 01:27:32.960 --> 01:27:41.790 Srivastava’s work which is amazing, and so is Meenakshi Thapan’s and Radhika Chopra’s so i've been learning. 01:27:43.530 --> 01:28:04.898 I've learned a lot from them, but I was luckily in a situation where I could spend much more time and I could reflect on my work, and I was a practitioner and yeah fantastic. 01:28:04.940 --> 01:28:08.110 Gayithri: I think that has like an end to this conversation. 01:28:08.130 --> 01:28:30.280 But I also understand that we are bound by the reality that we have to come to an end, maybe one last question, if you were to have like one or two advisors for like any newcomer who wants to jump into this kind of work in India, like a newcomer in the sense of even newcomer to context. 01:28:31.370 --> 01:28:41.008 What would be your one or two points. 01:28:41.008 --> 01:28:52.042 Dr. Farah Farooqi: Yeah I don't know all journeys, all research journeys are different and one has to be patient and also enjoy the work and the challenges and I think there is a great possibility of practitioners, of teachers, writing about their work. 01:28:52.042 --> 01:29:29.870 Which has not happened so they need to, I think this work, and I hope, and I wish that my work will give practitioners a sense of direction, that sense of hope, and it will motivate them to look at their own work with much more... 01:29:32.040 --> 01:29:48.090 You know their respect, and they will gain the confidence to document and reflect on their work, to understand their work better and to bring about changes. 01:29:49.070 --> 01:29:49.130 Gayithri: Thank you. 01:29:49.130 --> 01:29:58.970 Okay i'm going to pause because I personally wanted to just thank you, it has been a wonderful conversation. 01:29:58.990 --> 01:30:03.950 Thank you so much, thank you, maybe one last thing is if if you think. 01:30:04.650 --> 01:30:14.480 We would benefit from talking to any of people in your circles, because we are not specifically being like limited to research work we are. 01:30:14.790 --> 01:30:28.130 We would love to capture even like practitioner voice, as you rightly said, in fact, we recently interviewed a teacher who has been teaching for over 30 years and in fact that's the reason we even spoke to Harare when we did. 01:30:29.490 --> 01:30:42.780 Because we wanted to really hear like the practitioner voice, so we are very much open So if you have any recommendation for whom we should talk to, if you find that somebody would fit well with our motives and our intention to capture. 01:30:43.960 --> 01:30:48.090 The work that has been done in the subcontinent we would love to know more. 01:30:49.030 --> 01:30:53.450 yeah I surely will take off people and eight, you know. 01:30:53.830 --> 01:31:00.050 Thank you, thanks, a lot Dr for OK, I will let you go and continue with the rest of your wonderful day. 01:31:01.010 --> 01:31:02.870 Okay Thank you so much. 01:31:05.090 --> 01:31:05.700 Thank you. 01:31:05.700 --> 01:31:06.460 Thank you yeah. 01:31:07.750 --> 01:31:14.910 yeah we'll stay in touch Dr farooqi am going to get back to you, of course, we will take some time to process this. 01:31:15.660 --> 01:31:25.810 But then we will surely stay in touch and get back to you and I think very soon, one of my colleague will get back to you regarding like the pavement but then it's going to take a few months. 01:31:26.940 --> 01:31:27.990 But I just wanted. 01:31:27.990 --> 01:31:43.130 It yeah oh definitely but then we just also acknowledge that it is not usually the case that we get this kind of a fun thing so we're kind of proud of the funding that we received so we also want to make sure that it is it reaches. 01:31:44.460 --> 01:31:48.890 People who are going to partner with us in this process in this journey. 01:31:49.140 --> 01:31:51.390 So thank you so once. 01:31:51.390 --> 01:31:53.290 Again guys play by tag. 01:31:54.500 --> 01:31:54.910 yeah. 01:31:55.830 --> 01:31:56.220 yeah.